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Reflection

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I used to hate my eyes. I hated how one was bigger than the other. I hated how, when I smile, my eyes disappear. I hated it because they never looked the way I wanted them to. But because of you, it became my favorite thing. Because when you look at me, I forget all the things I used to hate about them. I’ve been staring at myself in the mirror lately, trying to figure out when my eyes stopped sparkling the way they used to. Sometimes I wonder if the sparkle was really mine, or if it was just a reflection of how you looked at me.

Spotify

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Nakakatawa bang isipin na kaya ako nag-download ng Spotify ay dahil sayo? ewan ko ba.. gusto kitang maalala, palagi. pero alam mo ang hirap humanap ng musika na babagay sa'yo—sa atin. parang walang kanta na kayang ilarawan kung anong meron tayo. Ang ganda sana ng 'lifetime' ng ben&ben pero di ako maka-relate kasi alam kong hindi ka lang isang panaghinip, naranasan kita.

Melona

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Niyaya ako ng friends ko mag-ice cream sa Korean store to cheer me up. Out of all the ice cream there, syempre pipiliin ko pa rin yung Melona—kasi lagi mo ’ko binibilhan nun. Some things don’t change that fast, no? It’s still my favorite. You’re still my favorite.

Frozen

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First of all, 'di ako si Elsa pero nag-let it go ako. haha, I guess... Literal na unsorted thoughts ko talaga 'to kasi ang gulo ng isip ko, like 'di ko alam kung pa'no sisimulan. But anyways, bakit nga ba ako nagpaka-Elsa? Only a few people will understand me, but maybe because sometimes you have to let go of the things that you love the most in order for you to experience the fullness of God. Last week, April 5, 2026—Easter Sunday pa nga—ang ganda ng preaching. The text was Genesis 22:1–19. I am just amazed about how much faith Abraham has and his willingness. So I've been thinking about how Abraham feels—that Isaac, the son he prayed for, the son whom he nurtured, and the son he loves the most, ay hiningi ng Diyos sa kaniya to offer as a burnt offering. I had so many questions for Abraham na kapag makita ko na siya sa langit, tatanungin ko siya ng, "How does it feel, and what are your thoughts when you're walking for 3 days papunta sa bundok kung saan mo ...