Frozen

First of all, 'di ako si Elsa pero nag-let it go ako. haha, I guess...

Literal na unsorted thoughts ko talaga 'to kasi ang gulo ng isip ko, like 'di ko alam kung pa'no sisimulan. But anyways, bakit nga ba ako nagpaka-Elsa? Only a few people will understand me, but maybe because sometimes you have to let go of the things that you love the most in order for you to experience the fullness of God.

Last week, April 5, 2026—Easter Sunday pa nga—ang ganda ng preaching. The text was Genesis 22:1–19. I am just amazed about how much faith Abraham has and his willingness. So I've been thinking about how Abraham feels—that Isaac, the son he prayed for, the son whom he nurtured, and the son he loves the most, ay hiningi ng Diyos sa kaniya to offer as a burnt offering.

I had so many questions for Abraham na kapag makita ko na siya sa langit, tatanungin ko siya ng, "How does it feel, and what are your thoughts when you're walking for 3 days papunta sa bundok kung saan mo iaalay yung anak mo? What's inside your mind?" Like, you are giving up your son, the most cherished one.

There are things in our life, in our life, na hinihingi ng Lord, and as for me, it's a full commitment to Him—walang kahati, siya lang. It's hard. So hard to let go of the things that I love the most, things that are so beautiful, and maybe "things" translate to "someone."

Abraham's love for God is greater than his love for his son. God before everything. Abraham, as a father to Isaac, is purposeful, but when Abraham follows God's order, His purpose multiplied. He became a father not just to Isaac but to all nations.

Was it easy to let go? No. Does it hurt? Yes, masakit, malungkot, pero mas malungkot if hindi ako susunod kay Lord. But is it worth it? Yes, I know the Lord will bring greater purpose to my life.

BUT, am I hoping..? With the right season, time, and every circumstance there is... Syempre naman, Lord. Baka naman. I love you, Lord :3 

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